and im trying to quell everything
but you aint helping.
i try not to think
about these thoughts
going in endless rounds.
i tell myself i dont
i dont need you.
came online because i felt a desperate need to leave my brain alone for a while. i think its very displeased that ive been disturbing it tremendously recently. okay, me and my rubbish logic. but im really stupefied at my physics results! yay, finally i get an a1! -widde grinn- but unfortch, its not counted for this term and im gonna fail my physics! cos i did really badly for the previous bloody paper -whines and prattles on incessantly-
the english paper gives me a splitting headache just thinking of it.
and everyone is so frigging competitive i cannot take it.
i feel like everyone's in this major race and when i slow down for just a few seconds to take a breather, im left behind cos everyone just goes faster and faster..
i hate sec4.
i really do.
and pe sucks.
its so .. i really should have stayed in traditional games.
touch rugby is pointless and a waste of time.
its a sad life that we all have to succumb to.
anyway. regardless of my sad life, i went to watch troy yesterday and god, it was fab! its like, the best movie ive ever watched or something. i really really like hector, who is actually eric bama. or was it eric bana? banana. ANYWAY. i dont know whats his name but he is so appealing. and brad pitt's bod is so hot :) orlando's character really sucked. major turn off. especially when it was HE who instigated the entire war which led to the death of hector -fumes- needless to say, was crying la. but so were tings rol and qing! maybe they werent bawling so extensively .. the point is, everyone should catch it! its really good. and that biatch helen who was also the reason of the war, is really gorgeous. she looks like a model. but i hate her! cos she indirectly .. or rather, directly caused the death of hector too :( and when brad pitt died, it was the worst. STUPID ORLANDO BLOOM! stop flaunting your stupid archery skills man. coward! -scowls- okay i think im giving it all away and people who havent watched are getting annoyed. hee. oh yes. when the battle began, it was quite hard to watch all the violence going on cos its kinda extreme! but after a while, tings and i stopped wincing. and the guys were very horny! except hector :) who was so .. nice to his family! and his son is damn cute! okay i shall stop singing praises in case everyone thinks im mad.
but it was a really rotten day
cos rol lost her wallet
then tings lost her phone!
i totally hate it when i lose things!
used to lose things practically all the time in the past.
poor tings and sweetie.
I'm... a solo cello outside a chorus
I've got a secret,
It's time for me to tell that you've been keeping me warm
Just sweet beginnings and bitter endings
In coffee city, we borrowed heaven
Don't give it back, I've never felt so wanted
Are you taking me home?
You tell me you have to go...
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know
Now that you've left me, there's no returning
I keep comparing, you're always winning
I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted
Will you make me at home?
Don't tell me you have to go...
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know
To sweet beginnings and bitter endings
In coffee city, we borrowed heaven
Don't give it back
Winter is coming and I need to stay warm
i just realised i could stare a lana lang all day and not tire.
esp the picture in my gbk! she looks so .. calm and sweet!
haha. er im not a psycho pl if thats what you think.
haha. tings just called me and my mum was rushing out to answer the phone. but i got it first and she was SO shocked that it was for me. you should have seen her expression. then she smiles at me and walks off. as you can see, my mother is actually relieved that someone is ringing for me. i hope she doesnt find my social life worrying. cos if that was the case, i can only imagine the impression of her daughter etched in her mind. a geek. good, but not good.
okay im really crappy.
but i really feel like im not good enough cos the pressure is so strong! what about math? and the english paper? am i supposed to even relax? i feel so weird leaving my brains alone :(
// and you know what they say.
